One of the most powerful and reoccurring themes of our Transforming the Marketplace Bible study on Wednesday nights is the call to live a boldly honest, deception-free life as a Christian. The reason for this is that the real power and presence of Christ in a life cannot function in any environment short of total honesty. It’s Christ’s real life as seen through our real life. For God to be God requires us to be human. Not superhuman as some imagine. Just human. So that when God shows up, He’s the “super,” not us.
Now this is bound to meet up with resistance from a pietistic tradition that propagates the notion of true spirituality as something that approximates sin-free perfection, if not well on the way to it. And sure enough, I never teach this where I don’t hear at some point the fact that there is a time and place for total honesty, hinting that most times and most places are inappropriate. We have to use discernment when we share about our struggles and sins. Wouldn’t want to air our dirty laundry with just anybody, now would we?
Normally I’ve agreed with these sentiments in the name of “balance,” but Wednesday night I suddenly saw this differently. I saw that leaving any exception to total honesty is an invitation to hide, and any excuse to hide makes us no longer vulnerable. Given the option of not telling, and letting people think all is well in our lives – that we are just shiny, happy Christians, and telling the whole truth about our fears, sins and struggles and trusting God to show up… we will choose the former every time. That way we stay in charge of our own spirituality.
Probably the most telling moment in our study Wednesday came when Joel shared that we don’t want to tell the whole truth about our lives because we are afraid of being judged by others. Strange, how quiet it got at that point. Suddenly we all realized that if we struggle at all with what we tell about ourselves, it has everything to do with what people will think of us. That is certainly true about how I write. I am constantly weighing how honest I want to be; after all, I have a reputation to maintain. (It makes me sick to have to say that but it’s true.)
Here is a true statement: Any excuse to hide puts up a barrier to seeing God in my life. When you hide yourself, you hide the power of God in your life. You cut off people’s access to God through you.
It comes down to whether we want to impress people, or give them Jesus. You can’t have it both ways.












